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Do You Like The Stars? by Gothrak, literature

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Do You Like The Stars?

Do you like the stars? I love looking at them late at night when he world is silent and it feel like the very universe is slumbering Watching the stars and even the planets turn I could do it for hours in the silence Letting the universe simply exist and life pass by me And in those hours I don't care what happens because in that silence I am having an affair With the the back and white that dots the night I love the night sky watching the world rotate around the galaxy In that I find a closeness to a god Do you like the stars?

Dreams of the Sleepless by Gothrak, literature

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Dreams of the Sleepless

Dare I to dream? To let my life be full Of this meaning One calls sleep? I try. God knows I try. Every night I rest for a moment And when I awake Only hours have passed. My dreams made Hours in seconds I must be going insane. I have to be, look, Look at my hands They quiver in fear. What have I become? A nightmare of sleep? A risk to myself? Am I to blame for this? My dreams fill my heart With a joyous sorrow Were I once slept long Without vision or sound Now I sleep only moments And the voices cry to me Screaming my name Out loud. Are you here to save me? Could you be my slumber? No, you&#

Signs of Balance by Gothrak, literature

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Signs of Balance

I speak about death As I do about life Does this make me morbid? Should I seek help? I can feast without eating And slur without drinking Does this make me inhuman? Should I be like you? I can speak to you of God And of many other gods too Does this make me unfaithful? Should I only study one? I know a few ways to kill And a few ways to heal Does this make me a doctor or murderer? Should I forget this knowledge? No. Never shall I give way To the trials of morality In the hearts of others For in myself I have found balance Not in the Evangelicals seen on the television In myself I have found balance

The World Outside by Gothrak, literature

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The World Outside

The World Outside Listen! Pine on such chanting At the asylum nested on the hill. What a beautiful sound they make Those who believe in their freedom. It’s so peaceful, do not disturb them, They are but insanely unaware of us. Of the warmth that is out here, waiting, And the haunting beauty of their songs. I’ve seen only a few and all were merely sad Looking on us with pity and deep remorse. They look at us like helpless young foals Tell me, is it us who are sick and need care? I pity their faces, who knows how they live Or how intoxicated and depraved they are? Who of us would brave the asylum walls And

Within the Sanctuary -- by Gothrak, literature

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Within the Sanctuary --

Within the Sanctuary of the Past Oh Sanctum, oh Frozen Temple You’ve been my greatest desire. To study under such noble busts Of ancient elders wise and true. How I have read all there is here. Watched the snow in its dance And conversed long into the night With fellow patrons of all you offer, My deepest wish and painful longing The coup de grâce to my ignorant life. You have saved me from myself And the world that I once knew. The world outside these walls Is so colder than it be inside. No songs to be sung out there While song and dance echo within I pity those outside, droning around, Such perfect

Toccata and Fugue Part 7 by Gothrak, literature

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Toccata and Fugue Part 7

FEAR! For I am not who I once was! I am New! Damaged beyond repair Yet I live. The being I am… It’s killing me to be who I wish Living in strife. This world of wondering Of who I am and were I should go What is there for me When the light finally fades in my eyes? Will you love me if I am changed? If the sun shines and I must hide? Would you love me if the sun you once beloved Became the moon you only now adore? Always… Always I shall love everything, even my enemies. Yet forever my heart be changed As my soul finds respite in angst My hand on your face caring for you As I turn myself around A

Toccata and Fugue Part 6 by Gothrak, literature

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Toccata and Fugue Part 6

A poor soul damned in false accusation Yet no jaded soul have I become As my life be reborn in a time that is unknown as I seek to coo As the turtle doves do Yet as my heart longs to nurse this festering disease I am stuck in my mind plotting revenge for that which is dead Mortals of flesh bone and skin I have no comfort for you, you nithing of creation I’ll love to see you dead as I hold onto my loves And seek who I be from them You have no power over me Because it was I who have you your heart I shall take it back But in my soul my loves cry out And call from the darkness surrounding them THERE! There is my he

Toccata and Fugue Part 5 by Gothrak, literature

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Toccata and Fugue Part 5

Unknown to me And unknown to you As white waters fade into spring And brown rives churn into the sea Look for the reason that I once sought in time and you’ll find me Find me standing in a darkness so bright Looking in the sun with an unholy light My soul call to heaven my body stuck in hell My soul making me mad My soul making me sad You wish death upon me again? You shall see a kinder me For my soul is better than before As my mind races to a golden yore Look in my soul and you’ll know that it’s me Look into my smile and see I’m still there My heart gladly fill by loves still here, there Ther

Toccata and Fugue Part 4 by Gothrak, literature

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Toccata and Fugue Part 4

Reborn in a fire long forgotten by time Seeking a vengeance to fit punishment for crime Toiled by death and riddled by guilt Lost in a flow that makes me myself Yet all of thy love and all that you care for Lost in my mind as I swim in my life Looking for salvation In a truth that be unknown Death to myself as the world starts to grow They killed me for no reason No reason at all All I did was appear And slain in their sight as an attraction I tell you all that I shall get what I seek A love that’s for me and a love that does seep A caring heart to cherish who I am Not on the outside But deep within And lo

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Do You Like The Stars? by Gothrak, literature

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Do You Like The Stars?

The Trials of Life by Gothrak, literature

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The Trials of Life

It was the late afternoon, sunset, and Giel Shemi was just awakening. When he opened the door of his chamber he heard a scream. He was suddenly overjoyed that the feasting had begun. Eagerly he flew down the stairs and rushed to the commune chambers. As he entered he was swept up in the smell of fresh blood. He did not care who it was, all he saw was the meal. He rushed to the body, picking up a cup as he ran. He sliced the body with the tip of his fingernail, as he then propped the body so the blood would run into the cup. Giel smelled the blood like a fine wine, and then he tasted it. While he drank, he saw the victim's dreams and fears, ev

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Aug 9
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Gothrak

Apr 23, 2010

I HAVE AWAKENED!

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Once you knew me. Then I fell into a deep slumber, but I have awakened and I shall be.... Quinn.

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cathrine6mirror

Mar 6, 2017

Thank you for the +watch! owo~

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Mar 6, 2011

wow. i really like everything! its all so good. i cant wait to read these

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FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food.
REAL FRIENDS: Is the reason you have no food.

FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr / Mrs
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM

FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you

FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget it's yours

FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from
you

FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds butt that left you

FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say 'I'M HOME!'

FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life

FAKE FRIENDS: Will talk bad to the person who talks bad about you.
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock the person out that talked bad about you

FAKE FRIENDS: Would ignore this
REAL FRIENDS: Will send this to all their real friends and hope to
get it back!

If you were killed today, I'm sorry I wouldn't be able to come to
your funeral, because I'd be in jail for killing the person who did
it.

First, I wanted to let you know that I love you to death & think
you are amazing!

Second, if I don't get this back I understand...

I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send it to
14 people that you really care about, including the person that
sent it to you. If you receive at least 7 back then you are
luved

Merry Christmas!

Thank you for the watch!

ChurlOnxe

Sep 23, 2007

I am here now to my love.